Congratulations!!!

Congratulations!!!
You've won
As you always do
Thank you for being what you've been
An illusion
A delusion 
Of MY life
Thank you for so many things
For coming back
For teasing
For frightening
For obscenity
For profanity
And day by day capturing
My brain
I dare not say,
My heart even
My fault?
No, I trusted
Knew, it will be broken
Still followed, why?
No answer
May be, was destined
So no repentance
Only more expressions
More poetry/prose
Thank you for showing 
your brighter part too
You write good poetry
Bad too
Why bad?
Why I expect you to be good
I should not
No right, still..
Should I apologize for certain things?
I think, I must
I should have known 
Still....
Now that you've chosen finally
I wish you good luck 
And Happy journey ahead
Still..
Why you created delusions for me?
Why you disturbed me?
Every time I've to pay high price
To be with you
Now,
I'll see my dreams burn
Right before me, ecstatically, jubilantly,
And I'll adore the scene
Each and every sin I've committed
I deserve such sentence
And so do you
Why people who're not meant to be 
part of your life?
Why do they come?
Why they haunt for the rest of days?
I've still to get my answers
Someday....
When God will send me on this earth
With All those qualities you desire
Unfortunately,
I'll wait till eternity
I'm sorry I lack nobility, the aristocracy, the gentry
I don't eat in silver spoons
Though yes,
I don't feel hungry 
Except for, your poetry 
Though, it's not meant for me
Nor you, for me
I walk along a path
Thinking I'm alone
Suddenly, I'm surrounded
By little angels, their mirth 
And their innocent laughter
I'm so lost in them
I try to forget you
Embracing them for the sake of love
Love, I've always been deprived of
I take from them
And they give in abundance
Without expecting any special qualities
They make me feel a complete woman
I'm their Mother
It's sufficient entity to 
Forgive n' forget you

To live and battle..

"See, these poems are for me.."
"How do you know, there's nothing to show.."
"I just know, I can feel the flow.."
She said nothing further though I knew well
It was even harder for me to be sure n' swell
If these are truly for me,
Why doesn't he say or tell?
What if he doesn't tell me, 
At least they're for me to see!
Let her think what she may, 
They're just for me!
While I consoled and reassured a fallacy
Deep down wars happened
And I firmly stood ignoring them
For the rest of the day
I've to live and battle
Whatever come may
Unaware of, 
Instant wetness on face..

All that glisters is not gold,

All that glisters is not gold,

Often have you heard that told:

Many a man his life hath sold,

But my outside to behold:

Gilded tombs do worms infold.

Had you been as wise as bold,

Young in limbs, in judgment old,

Your answer had not been inscroll'd.

Fare you well, your suit is cold.

[Prince of Morocco, reading Portia's note, scene vii

The Merchant of Venice 

~William Shakespeare]

Give me one reason..

Give me one reason,


Why should I dare to step 


out of the doorsteps,


When I feel it now, 


As a heaven?


What is mine,


Is mine forever..


Go away Satan,


I no more love you..

It's not, Me..

You can write anything
and everything,
Nothing serious in your mind..
Don't you think,
I am in love, a blind..
You're,
A wanderer,
A womanizer,
Taking life as a joke,
You'll get many as your folk..
I'm not, 
I can never be like you..
May be,
Free for, 
Charity..
Not for, 
so called friendships..
Better,
Love for us,
Meant when we Die?
Take the one,
Who takes you as you are..
It's not,
Me..
No matter,
How much jealous,
I may feel..

Relations dwell in sincere efforts

"Grateful as I am to be with you,
I'll always stay with you true.."
As she vowed, they held hands,
Partners of life, also as friends.
She meant each word as she said,
As knew well life's not roses' bed.
Class or position matters much not,
When found true love in a real knot.
Simple words with prayers in hearts,
Deeds to mend n' cure from the start.
Bond strengthens with respect, it's sure,
An acknowledgement each day assures.
Mere show off does not lead to results,
A life time relation dwells in sincere efforts.

Not touched one thing.., That is, ....Love♥!

Wondering..


What would have been 


My writing fate 


Had I not met you..?


I would have written,


More.., 


Better.., 


Different..,


Unaffected..,


Original..,


Just my own..,


But definitely,


Dared not ever touch 


One thing..,


That is,


....Love♥!

"Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small things, but not you. Let others cry over small hurts, but not you. Let others leave their future in someone else's hands, but not you."

Jim Rohn