Melody goes on...

Your song sets the rhythm of my heart,


The strings of the instrument tuned to 
love you the most each time the melody 
touches my soul..


Only to vibrate my deepest desires into
greatest passions stepping into the 
most beautiful dawn..


Realizations come forward bringing forth
the happiest moments at the door step of 
my thirsty life..


No confusions dare to darken my dreams,
for I feel your warmth keeping me in the 
safest place in world..


I'm in possessions of the purest of pure 
thoughts inviting me to climb higher..


I'm everywhere and All within me~


Melody goes on...

A person apart

Christ following her every movement
Guiding her steps at start..
If tears do make her sad
The heart plays its good part..
Daring all with an unflinching spirit
Confident of her art..
Ups and downs shaking minds
No worry to keep a chart..
The way she treads a path so special
No doubt makes her a person,
In His eyes apart! ! !

A guidance in advance..

gals never show your emotions even if you're very sure
who knows like others you might get another blow..

guys have their own ways of judging silly gals
as long as not cared for, you'll be of their worth..

they'll tow the line for you till given them no chance
the day a gal shows her interest guy loses all romance..

they'll bring all excuses to escape from them
their ego may enhance..

it's better to avoid from day one any such loving glance
than to repent and grumble in all the days to come,
a guidance in advance..

A Feeling Of The Wedding Day!

A surprise vision 
The gates opening 
An awakening 
The skies above 
Foretell a deep connection 
An unconditional love! 

Good luck, passion, deep emotions 
Merging into one 
Bonding of the two 
A new relationship 
Or an existing one re-kindled 
Cannot tell.. 

Ready for the union? 
A secure partnership 
A tie of trust, happiness, passion 
Or already in love? 
Sharing attraction and commitment 
Love and respect makes it possible.. 

A balanced feel 
Healthy and respectful for each 
Blocks from past vanished 
Ready to give and receive 
A belonging sense 
Souls smiling! 

God besides them 
In each and every step they take together 
Sacred wishes of protection just for them 
Faith, hope, love, luck 
A feeling of the wedding day!

Truth

I shake you to turn your head

only to kiss you with a passion

irresistible till I face my death

My tears are the only savior 

in times of incurable distress 

My love for you is an eternal 

truth undeniable by the universe

I die each day feeling your

presence every moment 

I am sinful for mortal eyes 

pleading solace in demise

No remedy in this life for 

the distances imposed 

My offence is my punishment

Before I sleep..

Before I sleep the final sleep

and meet you O Krishna

Tell me in whom n' when

I happened to meet you?

If you allow me to guess,

I'm sure you'll be impressed..

I've known you since birth,

May be many births before,

I learned to love n' adore,

You were in me n' each one,

Not leaving any by grading

On the basis of caste n' creed,

Rich n' poor, wisdom or rank

You've always loved one n' all

Then how we forget to love so pure,

Mock at those who still endure,

And fake our feelings to gain,

Fake results and feel fake secure..?

Free me from all such vices and 

Make my thoughts so pure,

So that if ever I'm lured by

such falseness, 

Let that day be my last..

Merry n' be Happy!

Virtual images 

come and go,

turmoil made to

 feel high n' low..

Straining eyes

plead to stop,

before another 

thought to crop..

Love is meant to 

be given to close,

don't waste your

words on those

whom you 

never chose.. 

Merry n' be Happy!

Please soon..

Yes, I don't like the one who has no role in my real life.

He may visit and read, but if he writes all NON-SENSE, then

He may write, I may read or not choose to read,

Well.. it's but an imaginary fight..

He may be a monster or a spirit bright,

If he calls me a dyke, I'll kill him someday..DEFINITELY!!!

Anyways, What have I to do with him?

It simply changes my writing style..nothing more than that one can assume!?!

I previously used to write for my own, 

at least the way to bit of poetry n' prose I was shown..

Now, there's one definite reader who may be a devil or a boon, 

And there's not much to think about, who's whom?

You write your own, at least you take so much pain to come through

this virtual path to sit at my window and read some not so good stuff 

and then respond in your room for me to see n' fume!

I don't mind at all, post anything you wish that your mind says, but please soon..

[Child is the Father of the Man,

but a Mother after all, is a Mother..]

Your way....????

I've never seen such horrible things in my real life,

For you I see, they seem to be very right..

You are what you choose to be,

Not bothering much what others expect to see..

You may have friends who may admire you, 

for you give them fun..

Ask your conscience (if you've one), 

Who will be with you in the long run..?

Well.. you're not as young as others presume,

Your wisdom no doubt with years seem to bloom..

Despite all advantages by your side, I assume

Don't you search for the one to be with you till doom..

In fact, you push all away,

As this is the life you want to live, your own absurd way....????

May be you're confident,

you can always turn the tables playing a better game,

But life's not a game, 

no matter how much you may earn name n' fame..

And I believed..

Krishna, are you a mere idol in my temple?


A symbol of my blind devotion..


Or, do you really feel my emotions?


When I held you today after many days,


I heard, as if saying,


"I'm always there for you.."


And I believed..

Life need not be an exam..

Why I fight?
What bursts inside?
Something's got inside,
It boggles up with might,
Tears are to no avail,
There's no other way out
Stress occupies for what?
Am I not with what I sought?
Negativism overrules..
I find myself as one of the fools
Suddenly I feel the need to stop
Stop these dark thoughts
These are mere thoughts
I can convert them at my own will 
If negativity can be with me why not the other to fill?
I've to bring back the light
I erase expectations from my mind
Mute all inner-outer voices and draw the blinds
Allow the tears to flow as if they've their last show
That stupid guilt still resists to go
I say her I'm not going to let her blow
Clearing the mental blocks which took some time
I asked myself what will make me fine?
I knew then, I had all but was just waiting for an inner call
To tell me come and count your blessings, avoid those sorrows
These moments are to relish your inner self
What you seek outside, is already there in to trap
A daily journey to inside is just required
Nothing's impossible to those who survive
I accepted myself as what I am
All's well when I keep doing without thinking it as an exam!

It's my failure..

I know,


It's my failure,


 if I could not let you know how much you meant for me..


It's my failure,


 if I was not able to convey the depth of my feelings for you..


It's my failure,


 if I was not able to make you feel the same for me..


It's my failure,


 in many-many more unthinkable ways..


Still I do think,


if I would have succeeded in being with you,


what would have happened?


A fear, of losing you all the time due to over amorous 


behavior?


Or


Faith, Love, Truth amalgamated to give joyful confidence in


 each other?


I wish, you were not what you've become..


For the volumes of your extraordinary talent fail to subdue 


the screams of your vices..


It's my failure..

Unacceptable..

Unacceptable gagging incidents
were not included in my dreams..


You had these in mind which led 
you far away it seems..


You're still immature to mend my
broken faith..


I think, I must be thankful for my 
present..


This life too short for you to learn..


Poverty is a boon than a lost character!


I wish, you could see yourself through 
my eyes..


You stink..

कुछ तो बता..

कहाँ ले चला है रे मन तू 
कुछ तो बता..


अनजानी डगर अनजाना नगर 
किसने दिया है भला अपना वास्ता 


बिना कहे तू क्यूँ जाये उस जगह 
जहाँ से न तेरा कोई दूर-दूर तक है वास्ता 


भटक न जाना कहीं खो न जाना कहीं 
कोई न है तेरा तुझे खुद ही संभालना है 

राह नयी है मंजिलों का पता नहीं 
कशमकश में कहीं बह न जाना तू 


संभलना ज़रा नाजुक हैं मोड़ 
बिखरने का डर है छिटकने का सफ़र है 


बड़ी मुश्किलें हैं न कोई हमसफ़र है
तुझे अनजानी राहों से गुजरना है 



कहाँ ले चला है रे मन तू 
कुछ तो बता..

Who knows?

A bird flies to a place 


      unusual to its own,


                Where she flies, 


                               what she seeks 


                                    to imbibe in her soul,


                                              Who knows?

I know what I mean..

I'm on different roads and don't care where he goes,

He's not for me, long ago I was many times been told.

Now, if he claims, he has an unfair attraction for another,

I just listen to him n' laugh, "Go ahead, dear..",

"When was I there to stop?"...

Misunderstandings can pop up anytime,

I'm not the one to run for a person who's not mine.

I look around myself for those who're really fine,

They're simple and straightforward, 
their nature sublime.

I'm lucky enough to be surrounded by a friend, 
who cares,

Never lets me long for him, 

for every moment with me he shares..

He's there for me before I think of calling him,

His love is silent though, his actions prove in the long run..

Nothing's hidden from him, for I tell him every truth,

Our love is not a mere attraction seen in days of youth.

He knows the deepest secret kept inside my heart,

And never fails to trust me even when we're apart.

Time has strengthened our bond of friendship prime,

Ups and downs have flavored our lives with a rhyme..

I know what I mean..

World a small place..

The ticking of the clock can be heard,
The vibration of a gadget casts spell
like a chirping bird,
A picture of a deity looks upon,
As the computer screen marvels at 
what your fingers type and send on..
And I muse, 
World is such a small place to live in!


The other day I met an old friend
She is a neighbor living at the other end
Our children are almost of same stage
Still we've not visited each other since 
what seems like an age..
And I muse,
Distances have grown with time!

Believe in yourself..

Happy are those whose minds don't ask,

Absorbed in the given work their brains always bask.

If ever they are interrupted where their hearts lay,

They walk an extra mile to make their golden say.

No storm can wither their determination it seems,

Their smiley faces glow with the brilliant sun beams.

Never let yourself down by others' nag and fire,

Follow your dream and achieve what you desire. 

When you're at last at the top, Believe me, 

You'll be praised most by those, who'ere there to stop.

Shower your blessings upon him!!!

I want to be all alone


So that I can think


Think what?


Nothing!


I have nothing to think!


Am I shocked?


No, not at all.


It was expected.


Then, what is it that makes me fall?


I don't know.


May be, I know..


But don't want to show..


Am I disturbed?


No, I'm all alone.


And I'm fine.


I can do what I want to do.


The sky is mine.


I'm happy with myself.


My world is happy with me.


What else left?


Somebody's there..


Watches me, at times..


Laughs at me, perhaps..


Makes his own conclusions about me..


Sometimes writes about some love, sometimes is a 


rot!


But why do I go and see?


What is he to me?


Nothing!


Nothing?


Something?


No, nothing!


I say abruptly and ask again.


An introspection?


He's my delusion, 


Nothing else..


I'm happy with myself.


And my world is happy with me.


What else I do need?


But then,


There's someone who watches me?


Who's he?


I know..


No, I don't know!


I'm all alone


I'm pleased with myself


I can do what I want to..


I wish, for once,


He was real and was only mine!


Sorry God, I'm not like you, a divine..


Forgive me, for I know, I'm wrong.


Always have been..


Can I ask you one thing?


If not in this life,


As we're not meant for one another,


Promise me Lord,


You'll not make me plead like this in another life 


too..


If you've the same plans,


Then never ever send me here,


As my friends are very few.


At this moment,


I'm happy.


My world is happy.


But then,


Take care of that someone, who at times watches,


Give him the one who'll keep him in this life happy 


too,


For no matter what I say,


I still love him too.


Shower your blessings upon him,


And his world !!!

Strength to decline..

I wish I could tell you,


What is love?


Have you ever loved,


Without being loved?


But how long can one carry such love?


Love cannot be burden.


It has to be joy,


A cause,


To live,


To laugh,


To face this world..


And when I loved,


I was left with a 'No'..


I had to erase that love of mine,


How many scratches it left on a slate of heart, 


Don't know!


It should have never come back, 


Don't you think so?


That 'No' reappeared in the mystic air,


Oh! it was not at all fair,


No, it was not love.


It was pain that reverberated everywhere.


Made me happy, made me sad,


Yes, it was both good as well as bad.


My world changed, I changed too..


I told him all, what I went through..


He listened as if was all mine,


Less I realized, I was a mere one in the line.


I took him as some call divine,


I came to know in his own field he did shine.


But then, to call me at this juncture, 


Was it fine?


Anyways, I'm thankful to Supreme,


For giving me strength to decline..


Yes, I'm now fine!!!

Nothing else will suffice..

An ischemic happening?


Crushed anticipations?


Bleeding hopes?


Love not meant to be that way,


Never..


To abide God's rules,


To follow His Holy Path,


Show me the light..


An eternal light,


Hold me tight,


For, I shake in pain,


Horror, Yes it's like that..


I want light,


Nothing else shall suffice.


Not mere words, not mere shows,


Truth, Yes an eternal truth,


I'm coming to thee,


Delightful!


Hopeful! 


All Praise!


Nothing else will suffice..


I'll find all for myself,


I leave the rest..